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South African Ham Radio UFO Interest Group. Known as (SAHRUIG).
NEWS Volume 1 News letter No.196B
Don't forget to "LOOK UP TO THE SKIES" you may see something exiting.
Your Comments, Sightings or UFO/Paranormal stories will be welcomed and
are needed. When submitting Sighting reports please send as much detail as
possible.
Address them via Packet to ZS2ABF @ ZS0ELD.ECP.ZAF.AF
Posted to BBS : 28/10/2008
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***Continued from the first part 196A***
Haven?
After that experience, time passed without anything unusual happening. I was
growing comfortable where I was and even stopped wearing a watch. And it
wasn't until about 8 months ago that anything unusual happened again. I was
keeping an eye on a neighbours dog while she was travelling and brought it out
for a walk one night, this would have been in February of this year. The
apartment community I lived in is packed with people, everyone knows everyone
else and there's people around all the time. Even though I knew that you could
be taken from the middle of a crowd of people who were staring at you in broad
daylight, I somehow feel safer when surrounded by people. As I was bringing
the dog back to its home, I passed a man sitting on a bench near the
playground. He was sitting hunched over and when I approach, he sat up and
smiled at me. I immediately recognized him as the man who put me in the car in
Boston. He smiled and said, "You should move to a new apartment."
This time I was feeling like myself, completely unencumbered. I had no idea
who this person was but, I knew that if he wanted to harm me, he would have
already. But I had questions for him. I threw a barrage of questions at him
like "who are you?", "how do you know me?", "why are you telling me this?",
"what do you want with me?", "who was that man at Logan?", "how do you know
where I live?"
This man just continued smiling warmly at me and said, "Your mother told you
my name. I'm a friend. You people do have friends out there. You need to move
before this summer. You don't need to move far but, you need to move." He told
me that I would be safe if I moved and that he would know where I was and an
instant later, he was gone and I was standing there alone with a dog that was
wagging its' tail.
So I did what I was told to do. I waited until March and I moved. I didn't
move far. And once again, things changed. And the last few months have been
fairly active but, everything is different.
Total Recall
Given the hazy memories about these new experiences, I finally went through
the regression therapy last April and managed to recall a great many things. I
knew that I wasn't supposed to remember the things that were locked away in my
mind but, there's only so much running that I'm willing to do. I was willing
to face the consequences because finally knowing what I've experienced had
become that important to me.
When this new group found out, they were concerned. One of the type 1's seemed
really annoyed by it but, the type 4 said that I cannot be expected to deny my
nature and that seemed to squash much of it. Since going through this, I have
begun to retain a lot more about my encounters but sometimes it takes a while
for the new memories to surface. I spent the night at a friends place last
weekend, I thought I slept through the night but, this morning as I was
walking out to my car, I remembered walking out to my car in the middle of the
night when it was parked in my friends parking lot. Other times I retain full
memory.
There seems to be a direct relationship between what happens when I'm taken
and what I remember. If I'm taken to discuss previous experiences, the memory
gets locked away along with most of my memories with the old group. If I'm
taken for other reasons, I either have full memory or memory returned
relatively quickly, depending.
Instead of hazy memories of instruments being inserted into my tear ducts or
up my nose or into my ears, of being strapped down to a table and being
threatened... these new experiences are completely different. They're more
like interviews and discussion and learning, like knowledge sharing. And
sometimes in these memories I recall the past experiences locked up in my mind
and that I have full knowledge of what I've been through but, those memories
are always locked away and I'm only allowed to remember some of what I
experienced with the bad faction. My more recent memories, with the Others,
often involve laughter and a sense of hope. Instead of strange scars, bloody
noses and pain, I'm left feeling curiosity.
The Others
This new group, the Others, is comprised of the 1st and 4th type of beings I
previously described. I know that there are some of the 3rd type around but,
there are none of the 5th types. I think they call the 4th type "Ancients".
They have referred to the being who I came to know as Brock as Helpers and
these Helpers are new and are in part human. This new group of Others knew me
when I was younger but they were a lot weaker then. I know they are kind
beings and I know that they are just one of several factions that are here
looking for something. Often there are Helpers with the Others when I visit.
What is the difference? The Others are like the best of humans is many ways.
They strive to grow and improve themselves. They recognized things in us that
they didn't have and they endeavor to grow to include those things in
themselves. The old group recognized things in us that they didn't have and
they didn't react to those things.
There are other types out there that the bad faction created as hybrids, with
a genetic make-up consisting of human genes and genes from the first four
types that I described earlier and that these hybrids are mixed throughout the
different factions. These hybrids were made by a different faction who
abandoned the effort because they felt their creations were too human. Because
of this, most of these hybrids oppose their creators and are more interested
in opposition. I suspect that many of the Hybrids are at least as big a
problem as the bad factions but, that's not something I've ever had a straight
answer on. The situation with the Hybrids is likely much more complicated than
that.
The type 4 that I've interacted with in this new group is referred to as
Instructor - in as much as he seems to be the wisest, seems to be the most
respected, and although he seems to depart knowledge and experience to the
others, he is really more their leader and the name seems to fit him. He seems
to be very interesting in anthropology and is always very patient.
While the old group seemed more intent on experimentation, this new group
doesn't seem interested. They sometimes ask me to participate in things but,
it's always perceptual - like can I track the movement of something, memory
games, things along those lines. They once asked to look into my eyes through
a lens, which I allowed them to do. Then when I went for glasses last month, I
was told that I don't need them, ending my 15 year usage of reading glasses.
I've tried my own games with them, such as bringing things with me, small
things, that I leave with them "by accident". There's never anything to take
from them. Equipment is all attached to the walls (which are translucent or
clear to a good extent in some places, resulting in an incredible view). The
things they do have laying around seem to be human things. In one part of
their ship, where the Helpers sometimes stay, there's human made mattresses
and pillows and the types of blankets you'd see at an army/navy store. The
Helpers surround themselves with human things.
I also know when they're coming now and I can send them away if I choose to.
They make their presence known and I can invite them in. When I do, I know I
have to remain perfectly still because moving when they take me can be
dangerous. They have a technology that allows things to be transported through
light and brought into and out of phase and some of them are working
collaboratively with human factions. They told me that even if I send them
away permanently, I will still be safe... which I think means that they'll
still protect me.
This new group wont tell me about the other faction that I had so many
terrible experiences with. I know that this other factions technology is
older, inferior, to the Others technology. When I ask about the threatening
man at Logan, all they tell me is that I don't have to worry about "them"
anymore. Perhaps it's in my best interest to not know more, perhaps there are
things that I am unprepared to know. I suppose I could view this as a cause
for concern but, I have no reason to believe that the Others don't have my
best interest in mind. Perhaps consciously knowing more would make me a
target. Perhaps writing this message, documenting my experiences, makes me a
target.
Being Human
The Helpers are incredible human in behavior. They can be very serious when
they need to be but, they can also be clowns. In some ways, the Others seem to
be taken aback by their antics at times and their immersion in the exploration
(and expression) of human culture. They eat and drink just like we do. Some of
them smoke cigarettes. I've seen them drink beer and play loud music when
they're together and it's almost like being in college at times.
I sometimes get the impression that the Helpers clothes were raided from
clothing drop bins because of the various fashions and styles and archaic
pop-culture references on tee shirts. The female who was at Logan when I was
put into the car, I've seen her several times. She seems almost completely
human - she may in fact be completely human. I can't point out any part of her
that might not be human but, there is something different about her. I've come
to know her as Vayla and the last time I remember seeing her, she was wearing
a Van Halen tee shirt, bell bottom blue jeans and combat boots.
I know that Vayla isn't as old as me (I'm 32). She's a little younger. She's
around a lot and often talks with me about things I'm stunned about discussing
when looking at a basketball sized moon and a dime sized Earth. Music,
schnapps, clothes, dating, pets, cars. When Instructor comes around, the
conversation invariably changes to topics that I have no memory of.
Vayla's told me a lot about the Helpers and the things that they do to help
the Others. The Helpers were what came after the Hybrids. Humans are more
physically durable that the type 1-4's, the Others, and the Others needed a
means of protecting themselves from the Hybrids before the Hybrids turned.
Hybrids and Helpers are entirely different in terms of appearance and
abilities. Helpers don't have the abilities that Hybrids have, they instead
have resistances to the Hybrids abilities - which might be the only thing that
makes them not completely human. Hybrids were also created from an unfeeling
and uncaring creator while Helpers were a collaboration of efforts between the
Others and Contactees. I don't know how Hybrids were brought up, or if they
were even brought up, but Helpers knew human parents who left the world behind
to work with the Others.
The type 1-4's don't have names in the way that we would think of names.
Instructor is called Instructor because of his status. The Helpers, who were
raised on human terms, grew up with the type 1-4's but, it wasn't until the
Helpers were older that they started naming the Others. When the type 1's and
type 4's "speak" to you, the feeling they produce on your mind is much like an
individuals voice only you can "hear" or "feel" it when you look at one of
them, it's almost like their telepathy is part of their appearance, making
beings that look really quite similar as individualistic in "appearance" and
identity as any two humans. Their individuality is just apparent in a
different way. The names the Helpers initially chose seem to be mostly based
on pop culture icons and characters, in some cases movie names. Some of these
references date back to the late 1970's and early 1980's, leading me to
believe that the oldest of the Helpers were born in the early 1970's. As the
Helpers matured, so did the names they gave to the type 1's and type 4's.
While Instructor is the only type 4 I've really interacted with, there are
more of them there who seem to view him with the same regard as the type 1's
do. These other type 4's all have names from the Helpers, Instructor is just
Instructor. Once an Other is named by a Helper, everyone refers to that Other
by the given name. BeeGee will always be BeeGee and is called BeeGee by
everyone including the Others. Since some of the Others are unnamed, I'm lead
to believe that they're new. This has become a cultural staple for the Others.
Their society works differently than ours does. These different types have
different abilities and backgrounds and while I could suggest that they work
like a hive, that's not really how things really work with them. They're more
of a collective or community than a swarm of governed drones. As a matter of
fact, I would say that there's nothing drone-like about them.
I'm not completely sure how the family structure for the Others works or if
they even have one. While the Helpers have human parents who live among the
Others, I've not met these parents. Some of the Helpers are parents but, those
who are aren't around much in the areas where I'm brought. It is unclear if
Helpers ever mate with humans but, Helpers do have "normal" human
relationships. On the whole, the Instructors ship is only one of many and from
what I can tell, all of the beings on a ship are a family. I don't know if
that means by bloodline, though. This would also indicate that the Helpers who
are couples and who have children reside on the ship with their young. And
while Helpers are definitely every bit as feeling, passionate and emotional as
humans, the Others are really still learning these feelings which would
indicate that the ideology of "family" is a relatively new one for the
Helpers. Also, some ships seem to have close relationships with other ships.
Perhaps this is also why Contactees are interacted with regularly. While I
can't say that I would really count any of the Others as a friend in a normal
sense, I do think of Vayla, Brock and a couple of the other Helpers as friends
and I do actually like the Others who I've interacted with. Perhaps
interacting with Contactees, the idea of friendship, is as important to them
all as whatever they discuss with reclaimed Contactees.
I've seen Brock in public once again after the night he told me to move. I was
at a shopping mall and he walked towards me with a tray of food in the food
court area and greeted me like a long lost friend and sat me down to eat with
him. I was with a friend of mine at the time who was surprised that I never
mentioned Brock after seeing "how close" Brock seemed to me. We ate lunch and
when we finished, Brock said that my friend and I should go see a movie or go
to a park or something "because no one wants to be around the mall on a day
like this". I took that as a queue to get out of there.
I've also seen Vayla in public once since Logan. I went into Manhattan for a
day to visit the MoMA and Central Park two weeks ago and noticed her trailing
me when I left Penn Station in the morning. She followed me for a few blocks
before I confronted her. I told her she could walk with me instead of
following me. It was weird at first. She handed me my watch that I've had in
my nightstand drawer for the past few months and said that I should wear it
for a few days. I still don't understand why but, she walked with me the whole
day, visited the MoMA with me, ate hot dogs in Central Park with me, and
walked me to the train.
The Helpers generally behave differently on Earth. They seem to have a
cautious aire to them, like they're on guard. They tend to look over their
shoulders a lot and tend to scan the faces of crowds. I've wondered how easy
it would be for a trained eye to spot a Helper in public based on behavior and
I've wondered exactly how many Helpers are out there and how big this whole
thing really is... does it involve thousands of people? Tens of thousands?
Hundreds of thousands? I'm not sure but, I can tell you that the Others are
here in force along with other factions.
Choice or No Choice
It was explained to me that the differences between an Abductee and a
Contactee is that a Contactee is presented with the choice and is a friend. An
Abductee is taken against their will and is treated as a lab rat. Both
Contactees and Abductees are often chosen by bloodline of original Contactee
or Abductee.
Vayla's faction arrived to Earth first but the bad factions soon followed. The
good factions work with Contactees and do not use humans as lab rats while the
bad factions (often referred to as They or Them, never with a name when I'm
around) take Abductees. The bad factions often try to assume control over
Contactees for many reasons, not the least of which is having access to a
subject who has been exposed to the other factions technology and progress.
When this happens, the Others always move to protect the Contactee once they
find them.
I have seen other humans when I'm with the Others, other Contactees. Some of
them seem like they're really familiar and comfortable with the environment
while others seem like they just arrived. The handful of humans I've seen
didn't represent any particular ethnicity (neither do the Helpers). There was
a woman I met, a human, who was in tears. She said that her mother would
disappear when she was young and would tell her that she was with the Others.
When her mother passed away, the Others would contact her to ask if she'd come
with them and she would always say no and for years she thought she was going
crazy and hearing voices until that night, when she said yes, and she came to
understand how much more there is out there beyond Earth. Seeing other humans
isn't necessarily common but, it happens. Sometimes we chat, sometimes we
don't. Human's seem to all interact with the main group of Others and Helpers,
but different people seem to click with different Others and Helpers in the
same way that some humans click with other humans.
Factional Warfare
Sometimes when a Helper goes out, that Helper doesn't come back. There are
casualties in their war just as there are casualties in our wars. And the
thought has crossed my mind recently that the threatening man at Logan might
have been a Hybrid and since that is who they're fighting, I'm honestly not
surprised that there aren't more friendly casualties.
I know that things aren't safe out there, that there are many different types
of beings and many different factions within the different species and that
many of these species are very similar and have been interacting for a very
long time. I know they live a lot longer than us. There was a time when they,
all of these factions, thought of us as primitives but, we have things that
they don't have - emotion, courage, defiance - and that we are unlike many
others out there because we have these things. And I know that they are
learning these things and that we're having a bigger impact on them than they
are having on us. And that the bad factions are on a decline and are becoming
more dangerous as they are... removed. And I know that they can't help
everyone.
The End-Game
They're looking for something. This thing that they're looking for is
information or data of some sort and it was hidden here ages ago, hidden by
water or in water or contained in a riddle in a single drop of water.
At one time, there was peace. Before civilizations splintered into factions,
there was order and prosperity. The being that hid this thing, this data, away
on Earth ruled, governing the civilizations out there in what is vaguely like
the United Nations. But this thing that was hidden away, it was revealed and
civilizations crumbled. Genome meant nothing as like minded beings joined up
with other like minded beings in a race to find it. Whatever it is, it's
exceptionally powerful however, I do not know how it is powerful.
I've been with them as they've searched for it. They don't even know what it
is exactly so they're constantly adapting the method of locating it. I know
that it's important that they find it and not one of the other warring
factions, that this thing they're looking for is exceptionally important.
Family
I tried bringing up the topic of aliens with Leah, the oldest of my sisters,
in July. She refuses to even discuss the subject. She claims that she "has
alien problems". I tried spinning it into a joke and she fell deadly serious
and said they (her and her husband) don't discuss it.
My youngest sister, Kara, also doesn't seem eager to discuss it. She always
turns any attempt of engagement on it into sarcastic humor but, once told me
that she used to be afraid.
And to this day when I bring things up, like asking my mother or grandmother
about the saucer, the circular mark that was etched into the old patio at my
parents house, the red light they all saw flood the living room from a window,
they always are unwilling to talk about it and seem to retreat within
themselves and saying things like "yeah" or "yeah what was that?" as if we
were discussing a TV show or something boring and unimportant.
And while I have had these experiences, this is the first time I've ever
disclosed them to anyone.
The world is going to change soon. Full disclosure is coming in our lifetime.
We will be introduced to the wonders that await for us out there and we will
be welcomed as equals.
As for me, please don't try to find me or identify me. Despite my experiences,
I'm still a citizen of this world and would only suffer professionally from
being identified. This thing that I'm experiencing also involves more than
just me. I have two siblings who have had, and perhaps still are having,
experiences with a different faction and there's nothing that can be done
about that until that faction is identified. Despite this, the risk of
communicating this is well worth it if this message in some way validates the
work that you do, if it encourages you and others to continue to strive for
the truth.
But the truth is a complicated thing. While much of it can be provided, there
are aspects of it that we, as a species, must uncover for ourselves. However
important allies might be, you never know who you'll wind up getting involved
with and genome does not guarantee allegiance.
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This document is shared information that is intended to assist anyone and
everyone with a further understanding of UFO information from around the
world.
Our usual thanks go to Brian Vike for his Canadian contribution.
73's and Bye from Peter ZS2ABF - East London, South Africa.
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